My Life Turned Upside-Down

just a lot surprised by how much my life has changed by having a baby.. 'em not yet married, making me a single mom though i am living with my boyfriend right now.. i'm just saddened by the fact that he doesn't call me his wife yet . . . he still sees me as his "girlfriend".. can't he just call me his own? given the fact that i am living with him, we had a baby, we're on the process to be married, and i am serving him like what wives do to their husbands.. well, he should be thankful that i do not ask him to give me even a part of his earnings for me to buy my needs and my baby's needs.. of course i'm thankful that he feeds me & my baby, but don't husbands give the full amount of money to their wives and let their wives do the budgeting? this makes me feel he's not for me. . . we're not meant to be.. makes me feel like i don't want to marry him anymore.. should i get my own life away from him instead?